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Little rant. Life at the moment. posted Jan 10th 2011, 8:17AM

Mood: Melancholy

Music: The Willknots - Vertigo <3

So....like wth

I haven't drawn anything in ages and i dunno why, i'm just finding better things to fill my day with. I'm now scared of drawing or something, i'm not quite sure what it is. All i really know is that my life is so fucked up right now and i just keep disappointing myself over and over again.

So yeah gotta get up in 3 hours cause my flatmates gf has to go drop their car off to get fixed or some shit and i have to go in my car so i can give her a ride back.

Wait... why am i doing this? Because i'm nice and don't mind helping them out.

Wait... why the fuck am i not asleep? Because i'm simply retarded. I was out the welfare place yesterday and the lady looked at me and said 'so you're 21 and you haven't really had a job that can be put down on paper, what do you want to do?' i shrugged, if i knew what the fuck i wanted to do i'd have a fucking job and have a fucking life. Which i don't. So yeah that's how that happens.

Wait... why don't i have a girlfriend? well..it's pretty simply really, why would i ask myself something so stupid. Gah.

FML

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Current Age: 20
Current Residence: The couch, Auckland, New Zealand
Interests: Cars, Anime/Manga, Golf! Sports in general
Favourite movie: Don't believe in favs although i quite like The pursuit of happyness, L4yer Cake, Snatch, In Bruges
Favourite band or musician: Kanye West, My Chem, Chris Brown, Green Day, no favs
Favourite genre of music: Probably rock but i like all genres
Favourite poet or writer: *cough* what? na just kidding. Tom Clancy is alright in my books but i'm not much of a reader
Favourite style of art: Pencil all the way for me
Operating System: Windows Vista - argh its soooo annoying
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch 16gb
Favourite game: Forza Motorsport 2
Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360 FTW
Favourite cartoon character: Takumi Fujiwari, Son Gokou
Tools of the Trade: 2h to 6B - Pretty much all i need

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east kaioshin Says: (Jan 16th 2011, 3:00AM)

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Thanks so much for the watch!!

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 5th 2011, 1:07PM)

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wry herro.
i noticed you started watching me. (:

ssjkell Says: (Jan 9th 2011, 1:52PM)

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indeed i did. your noticing skills are quite adept :)

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 10th 2011, 5:43AM)

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haha, well seeing as we get notifications. (;
how goes it, sir?

ssjkell Says: (Jan 10th 2011, 7:58AM)

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yes i was notified also

. It goes well. yourself?

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 11th 2011, 2:02AM)

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oh you know, ups and downs but not all bad.
teh life stuffs.
and bored now. ):

ssjkell Says: (Jan 11th 2011, 7:26AM)

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But how could you be bored? The internets be out there, waiting to be explored and stuff...

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 11th 2011, 8:06PM)

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this is very true,
but there's only so much facebook/youtube/stumble/tumblr that can be done before you're just bored.

ssjkell Says: (Jan 11th 2011, 9:50PM)

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Maybe you need to explore more? i dunno, maybe give up on the internet. i have many a time, but i always com back.

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 12th 2011, 4:45AM)

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exactly my issue.
i always come back.

i don't have a lot of friends irl, so it's really the best thing for me.
i don't really get to go out a lot either, ride/money issues mostly to blame.

ssjkell Says: (Jan 12th 2011, 10:39AM)

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How come? friends are generally easy to make. I have the opportunity to go out, in fact i happen to have a car that technically will pick up any girl due to it's coolness factor. Yet here i am, on my laptop almost all the time. Too damn lazy.

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 13th 2011, 1:31PM)

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eh, it depends on the crowd, really.
i'm a little more outgoing/willing to meet people than i used to be, but if they start acting awkward then it's just a dead-end thing.
i mean, i HAVE friends, just more online versus irl...and the irl ones are always busy or something, so we only get to catch up via the interwebz a lot of the time.
that and i don't drive/have a car, too scared and poor to.

oh really, what kind of car is it?

ssjkell Says: (Jan 13th 2011, 11:22PM)

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I don't generally go out just cause i'm not too comfortable meeting new people. Just can't be bothered really. Yeah alot of my mates to still talk to over the net, mainly because i've moved away from them and that's the easiest form of communication. Its a 96 Nissan Skyline Turbo. Where i'm from, anybody who's influenced by japanese cars knows this car and loves this car.

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 14th 2011, 3:26AM)

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mmm, i love japanese anything. (:

it is just really hard to get myself to let loose and not worry about judgment.

ssjkell Says: (Jan 14th 2011, 10:53AM)

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Lol if a less mature person read that they could read that and take it the wrong way, well maybe my childish side would do so, but never me. Yep i hear ya though, i care so much about what people think that i just choose not to meet people, can't judge me if they never meet me.

skypiratehelena Says: (Jan 14th 2011, 5:04PM)

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hoorah for being socially awkward!

haha, yeah, i didn't MEAN it in a dirty way, but seeing as my mind is always in the gutter, i caught why it would sound dirty as soon as i sent it. x3

ssjkell Says: (Jan 15th 2011, 2:15PM)

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Well at least you realize its potential to be dirty

. And oh yes hoorah indeed :(

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Awesome Possum Says: (May 20th 2010, 6:29AM)

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Thanks for the watch, sir. ;O

ChibiDawnie Says: (Apr 24th 2010, 4:41PM)

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Thank you so much for the watch

Hitaru Higakura Says: (Apr 11th 2010, 8:22PM)

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I actually don't really like going too fast. xD 5-7 miles above the speed limit is as fast as I ever like any car to go. Unless it's in a totally safe, controlled environment. And when is speeding ever safe lol.

My dad's pretty much just going to make me learn about ever part of a car--every system, how it works, how it can break, how to fix it. Next weekend he's making me change my mother's break pads & fix her suspension. c:

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